Erin-Love

   Should of kept my mouth shut,Regretting what I said, But you are the one who made my life grand, I loved you too much to let all that go, Just because of some stupid Emotion that I  started to show, Now you must hate me, but I would never hate you, I hate assuming things, My Emotions do too, But what hurts the most is losing you, Even if you do think so too, My love will never end for you.

So this all ends tonight, the lovely last breath and the hurtful goodbyes, it's such a shame no one saw me cry. I was hurting and in pain, the bullet obviously should've went straight through my brain. I'm a complicated mess, filled with traumatic distress, and everyone should love me less.. Did I say love me less? I meant don't love me at all, because as soon as you call, I'll already fall, choking and regretting the life I once lived, so you can suck on that world and don't tell me how it is, with the constant judgement and the lies and depression, it's a struggle, not a life lesson. Suicide isn't the answer I know, and it makes me cringe

Roses are red, Knives are gray, Did I do anything, To live this way? Picture a girl, Happy as can be, But he left her, He left her be... As months go by, She really suffers, The paranoia kicks in, As she begins to cry, Those tears that let out a thousand screams, But to him, Those screams were music in his ears. Roses are red, Knives are gray, She did do something, To live this way. Picture a girl, Depressed as can be, But he is happy now, He let her be, In the cold sick darkness, There she lays, Her cold motionless body, She was dead that day. Roses are red, Knives are gray, Yes she is dead, Is it sad to say? He didn't care once, S